nightingalegirl

The first cut The pain The greif The stress The anger It keeps bubbling up I can feel it Taking me over I can't escape I need to let it out I look at my blade Almost scared of myself Hating what im about to do But excited all the same The blade touches skin Blood bubbles up The pain The grief The stress The anger Its gone for a moment So I do it again And again And again Till my skin is stained red I look at my blade No longer afraid No longer hating it Almost longing for more I smile to myself Then I go numb The pain The grief The stress The anger they all come back sooner or later they always return making me do it again i am disguste

I love you with all my heart and soul, even though I may seem distant at times. I may seem to disappear on you, but I'm always there for you, whether you see me or not, whether you hear me or not, whether you know it's me or not. I'm a shadow. And as a shadow, I shall follow you, and you alone, for always and eternity. I am YOUR shadow, and yours alone. Even when you leave me, and turn me away, I'll do everything in my power to help you, hoping your life goes well. Even when you hate me, and wish me dead, I shall be there for you. I will always listen, and comfort you, and help the problem as much as I can. I may be clumsy, and I may need a l